Misse Beqiri opens up about telling daughter River about Jake Hall’s passing: ‘I don't know if I can do this’

Trigger warning: This article contains mentions of deathIn one of her first appearances after ex-Jake Hall’s passing, model and ‘Ladies of London’ star Misse Beqiri finally opened up about her life after his demise and what it was like to tell their daughter about the tragedy.

Beqiri and Hall shared custody of their 8-year-old daughter, River.

Misse Beqiri talks about dealing with Jake Hall’s passing

The model opened up about how she has been dealing with Hall’s passing and how she had to tell their daughter about the tragedy. The 39-year-old talked about finding out about Hall and shared, “I remember that I kept saying, ‘There's no way,' and then everything went black. I can't remember any of it. I didn't believe it. The first person I thought about was River.

How can I tell her that her dad is gone? I kept thinking, ‘I don't know if I can do this’,” reported Fabulous, The Sun’s magazine.Further on, she shared that she kept wondering about her daughter and how she is going to grow up without a father now. “I keep thinking, ‘How is my daughter going to grow up without her dad?' She won't have him on her wedding day, or when she finishes school, or does an exam. There are these big life moments where you need your dad, and she won't have that,” she further shared.

Misse Beqiri on River and Jake Hall’s bond

While talking about the bond Hall shared with his daughter, the 39-year-old emotionally recalled that it was unlike anything else. She shared, “He had so much love for River. They had a beautiful relationship. That's what breaks my heart — I know he would never want to leave her. And he will live on in her.”She also shared that her children are one of the few things that keep her going in her hard times, and that she is ensuring River has her routine back on.

She revealed that her daughter is now back at school, and is also attending therapy to deal with everything that has happened.As for how she has been grieving, the model stated that she is holding on. “There's no right way to grieve. I remember someone telling me it's like constantly having a stone in your pocket. It changes and evolves, but it is always there and you can always feel it,” she said.

What happened to Jake Hall

Earlier this year on May 6, it was reported that influencer, entrepreneur and reality TV star Jake Hall had been found in an unresponsive state in a villa in Mallorca, Spain, after sustaining fatal head and chest injuries. He had been on a vacation to meet up with a friend in the area. It was reported that the injuries were caused by him possibly falling into a glass door. A few weeks ago, Hall’s family and friends held a funeral for him that also featured a small exhibition of his work to celebrate his life.

Jake Hall was best known for featuring in ‘The Only Way Is Essex.’